Jealousy Caused The Argue

I attended my ex-boyfriend's wedding last night. He is one of my hubby's good friend. We all should be very happy last night because it was also a gathering for all the schoolmates of Poi Lam. Somehow, things turned bad between hubby and I at the end of the dinner......

My hubby started to drink like beast! Yum seng....yum seng.....all the time ever since the 3rd dish was out!! He was wild and beyond control. He vomitted once in the washroom. I understand that he might be overjoyed to gather with all his old friends. I understand he might be too happy with his friend on his big day. I understand he was trying to release his tense over the unsolved obstruction of his business. I understand.........

Somehow, I just couldn't take it when I saw him mingle around with girls! They were so close. Hubby even touched her! Well, was I too sensitive? Ok, he was just pinching her arm.....BUT, I saw him touching his head on her head too! He was steamed!!! Couldn't he recognise his wife? He left me sitting all alone throughout the night. He was too much! He didn't respect me at all. I didn't stop him from drinking because I knew that I was powerless over that. My heart was broken. I couldn't help but tears started falling. I controlled hard. I knew he wouldn't like it.

Before we left the restaurant, I saw him pulling the girl away, didn't know what they were up to! I just felt not right. I argued with him in the car on the way back. He explained a lot......he asked me not to get angry over small matters. He was just happy to meet his long time no see friends! He also mentioned that the girl helps him a lot in his work. He appreciates her as his loyal staff. Anyway, he just drove me home, which at first he promised to take me along for karaoke. He explained and explained till he forgot and straight away drove me back. What did this mean? To me, it meant that he had never thought of bringing me along to join him for happy hour. He may feel happier without me! I was disappointed with him. Where is my trust for him? I used to trust him but not for now anymore. I cried a lot last night. :(