Lonely Christmas

I love Christmas since I was a child. I love Christmas songs and decorations, especially the feeling of this warmth and happy celebration. But once again I was neglected. This is the 4th time since my marriage in yr 2002, that I was once again left at home, having the Christmas countdown alone!

I just can't understand why my hubby treat me like this. He said that he went to look for his boss at The Bird (an old man pub, that's what I was told). Ok then. Can't he bring me along? Or couldn't he come back a bit early to have countdown with me? Maybe he does not understand me well. I'm a person who likes to be crowded, having fun outside especially on those celebration days. Everything is just not the same like before marriage......

He wished me "Merry Christmas" thru message at 12am but I just replied,"Merry? I used to have a lonely and boring Christmas since yr 2002!" and then I off the h/p.

Oops.. he's back. To be continue....