Talking It Out With Hubby - Part II

Day 1
I was in Chemor last weekend and I didn't bring my laptop along. I didn't talk much with him these 2 days. But his emotion seems to be calm and normal. After dinner on Sat nite, I supposed to talk with him, but he went out for a drink with his friends. He showed his cunning smiling face, saying that he could not bring me out coz had to take care of children. He said,"No choice, I don't want it. I'll accompany you whole day for tomorrow ya. OK??" I just said,"No need to ask me, you just go. Will you really stay if I ask you?" ~~ Of course not la!!!

I didn't know that MIL knows all that had happened. MIL and I had a nice talk. I then complained but she said,"Life for a woman is tough. You have to try to take it and bear with it. Look at your 2 lovely children. Think on behalf of them, just forget about all the sadness. My son is spoilt since he was a child....."

Day 2
Showed a cool face to him the whole day. He said he was going to Lengnong for lunch. He then asked me what I wanted to say to him. I asked him to read my diary in our bedroom. And he did but came back and told me that he also had something to write to me but he didn't want. He was surprised that I agreed to stay with parents IL in new house. I said I'm moving a step backward, but I'll raise up my children with my own way and I want to install drinking water filter once I move back to Chemor. He agreed.

We stayed for another night at Chemor. Some problems are settled but there is still something inside me that hurts. The voice of his scolding using vulgar language kept on refreshing in my mind. It's truly hurt. I can't take the way he react that he's not going to stay even one night at my house although children and I are there.