Quarrel Burst Again!
I suppose to introduce a new dining place for steamboat where all my staff and hubby were having CNY annual dinner last night. But was sorry to let everyone down that night. I was chit-chatting with one of the friend's hubby about giving a treat to each other during my Genting trip last year. Just a simple talk, I made fun of him that he liked to "wat" me to pay. Then my hubby said,"It's fair to treat each other." I just dunno why I started it off like this,"Why don't you side me always?!" ~ actually it has a history.......
**Yesterday, he called me while I was dying my hair. He told me to go home early coz dinner in Chemor. I told him the earliest is like usual 7pm, I've to redye my hair mar...coz so horrible...He was then dissatisfied and said I should help MIL to cook la, make her happy, don't just rely on her la, blah blah blah.... Didn't I help? Everyone knows I can't cook, but I'll help to lay table and wash the dish. I did make MIL happy, like buying her her favourite CDs and look for a physician to cure her.....what else does he expect from me?? I didn't talk much back to him, but I've strong dissatisfaction and anger in my heart! **
That's why I over-reacted to be 'too sensitive' (it was described by friend) that night, and tears began dropping from my eyes. He didn't even want to console, he just felt that I was embarrassing him in front of friends. He stood up and left me just like that. He said that he couldn't stand me longer, let's not be together.
Again, it was a cying night for me. My friends accompanied me for a drink and they advised me to unstress myself. My friends asked him to meet me up but he didn't turn up. I felt hurt deep in my heart coz I work it hard in building our relationship lately. I didn't talk harsh or playing any temper on him since the last quarrel. But, what had he done? He has ruined all my effort. I couldn't stand him anymore too. Too egoistic!! Why should I make my life so miserable? He dislikes me to cry a lot but it's totally out of my control. I didn't want it. He thinks he's the shameful one, but how about me? Don't I look the worst coz I'm the one crying?? He doesn't like me blogging about our personal matters but what's wrong with it? It's my own world!!
He doesn't call since last night. Anyway, I don't put much hope on our relationship anymore. Divorce means nothing to me already. I just don't hope to be disappointed another time.
**Yesterday, he called me while I was dying my hair. He told me to go home early coz dinner in Chemor. I told him the earliest is like usual 7pm, I've to redye my hair mar...coz so horrible...He was then dissatisfied and said I should help MIL to cook la, make her happy, don't just rely on her la, blah blah blah.... Didn't I help? Everyone knows I can't cook, but I'll help to lay table and wash the dish. I did make MIL happy, like buying her her favourite CDs and look for a physician to cure her.....what else does he expect from me?? I didn't talk much back to him, but I've strong dissatisfaction and anger in my heart! **
That's why I over-reacted to be 'too sensitive' (it was described by friend) that night, and tears began dropping from my eyes. He didn't even want to console, he just felt that I was embarrassing him in front of friends. He stood up and left me just like that. He said that he couldn't stand me longer, let's not be together.
Again, it was a cying night for me. My friends accompanied me for a drink and they advised me to unstress myself. My friends asked him to meet me up but he didn't turn up. I felt hurt deep in my heart coz I work it hard in building our relationship lately. I didn't talk harsh or playing any temper on him since the last quarrel. But, what had he done? He has ruined all my effort. I couldn't stand him anymore too. Too egoistic!! Why should I make my life so miserable? He dislikes me to cry a lot but it's totally out of my control. I didn't want it. He thinks he's the shameful one, but how about me? Don't I look the worst coz I'm the one crying?? He doesn't like me blogging about our personal matters but what's wrong with it? It's my own world!!
He doesn't call since last night. Anyway, I don't put much hope on our relationship anymore. Divorce means nothing to me already. I just don't hope to be disappointed another time.
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